Imogen McHugh’s poem ‘After her recruitment’ came second in the Best Single Poem category of the 2025 Disabled Poets Prize.
The Disabled Poets Prize looks to find the best work created by UK-based deaf and disabled poets.
After her recruitment
The god of the dead works from home and lately, she’s getting tired
by 8pm. It’s not so much the paperwork as it is
the paper — skin thin and so hard
to file away. Sometimes the paper has the dew of the final sweat,
she can can feel herself shudder
in damp sympathy.
The god of the dead doesn’t know much
about Death — Death only stops by to complain about the hours.
She is the abacus and Death is moving the beads across,
Not one at a time but in handfuls
She doesn’t ask him to take care.
He takes so much, already.
The god of the dead makes calls but only briefly
to hear the breath of the living. Time passes quickly
on the line but she feels guilty, if she enjoys it, guilty at the weekend,
she feels guilty about overtime.
The god of the dead doesn’t see family, anymore, and they’ve stopped
trying to stop by. How can you reach someone
who has carefully curated each brick of the wall
around themself? How can you tear down the only thing
they have made, for themself?
The god of the dead doesn’t cry — and why waste
What you haven’t got?
She never cried for anyone
And she can’t start now.
About Imogen McHugh
Imogen McHugh is a young disabled poet from Norwich, England. She has an MA in poetry and one book of poems currently published: A King’s Bones, which came out in 2022. She has also been featured by BBC Radio Four’s New Frequencies program.